A cruel king, his flesh made of stone, tyrannizes the enchanted Firefly Island. No sword or arrow can harm him. Aeolia, a servant girl, can magically share feelings and senses... even pain. Only she, by hurting herself, can hurt the mad monarch. But can she save the island from his grasp?
PROLOGUE
Two Promises
The little girl huddled in the
corner, weeping silently. Her hair covered her face, strewn with
straw. Lice crawled in her kerchief. Her stockings were
torn, and her toes peeked out of holes in her shoes, blue with cold.
She was hugging a doll--a frayed, tattered thing that only
her love made more than rags. Her teardrops soaked the toy as she
rocked it, and her lips mumbled into its ears. “It'll be all
right, Stuffings, don't be scared. I won't let the monster hurt
you… ”
Joren, her older brother, sat
watching her helplessly. He was only eleven years old, and
already his heart ached. Like many boys his age, he had heard
poems about wounded hearts and thought those only words. And yet
now his heart actually hurt, a physical pain in his chest, as if all his
tears had gathered there and lay swollen, pulsing. Hesitantly he
reached forward and touched his sister's hair.
“Aeolia,” he said.
She drew away, huddling deeper
into the corner, under the slanting roofbeams. She began to
tremble, which made the straw on the floor crackle. The walls
also shivered, jostled by the wind. The roof also shed tears,
leaking raindrops through its thatch. The entire attic was
weeping, Joren thought. All but him. He could not weep,
though he wanted to, also.
“Aeoly,” he tried again, softer
this time, using her favorite diminutive. “I brought you
something. A gift.”
She said nothing, but her
mumbling stopped. It was nighttime, and only a small lantern lit
the attic. Shadows cloaked the girl. Joren could see only
the whites of her eyes, glistening in the lamplight, watching him,
peeking from her sodden hair.
“Here,” he said, handing her a
cloth bundle. He held it extended for a long time, while she only
watched him. Then, finally, the straw crackled closer, and the
girl's hand protruded from the shadows. She snatched the bundle
and retreated back into the corner. Joren could see her moving,
unfolding the cloth. The tangy, earthy smell of goat cheese
filled the attic, mingling with the smells of mold and wet wood.
“I got it from Old Monny, down
at Chalk Corner,” Joren said, trying to hide that aching heart.
“So you and Stuffings will have something to eat on the way.”
Still she did not answer.
The only sounds were the dripping raindrops, the rattling walls, and
the crackling straw. Finally, when Joren was about to speak
again, came a shaky whisper from the shadows.
“But I can't go now.
It's raining.”
That ache again, stronger.
Gingerly, Joren crept into the corner, under the rafters and onto
the straw pile. He knelt beside his sister. She cowered
like a wounded animal, hugging her doll, shivering. Joren plucked
the straw from her hair and parted the almond-brown strands, revealing
her round, white face. Tears blurred her honey eyes and spiked
her lashes. Her lips quivered. So little, Joren thought.
She was so little. Better one child with food than two
without, their father had said, but how could something so little
possibly understand?
“Daddy says you must,” he said.
“Stuffings is scared.
She doesn't want the monster to take us.” Tears rolled down her
cheeks and fell into her lap. Joren felt her shivering beneath
his palm.
“Then you must be brave,” he
said. “Let Stuffings see how brave you can be.”
“She can't see, Joren,
remember? You never brought me buttons for her eyes.”
He smiled sadly. He had
been saving copperdrops for buttons, but bought the cheese instead.
Perhaps that had been wrong. The ache returned, sharp and
twisting, erasing his smile. If it were only her being sold, he
thought, only goodbye. But it was more. Joren would make
her lose more than just freedom. He touched her cheek. Her
tears wet his hand.
“Don't cry, Aeoly,” he
whispered. “You're six years old. You're a big girl now.”
He knew how she loved to hear that.
“Really?” she asked, raising
her red-rimmed eyes with hope.
Joren nodded with all the
solemnity of his older years. “You must be like King Sinther now--strong
as stone.”
A soft smile touched her lips.
She loved to hear stories of the stone king, who felt no pain.
“Strong as stone,” she mumbled.
Joren forced himself to smile
back. He had never done anything more difficult. “You're a
big girl, and I want you to make a big girl's promise. Can you do
that, Aeoly? Can you make me a promise?”
She gave a small shrug, with
only one shoulder, like she always did. A “rug”, he would call
it, which always made her laugh. He wondered if he would ever see
her do it again.
“What promise?” Her
voice was small, trying not to tremble.
Joren took her hand, struggling
to keep his face from showing his pain. But when he opened his
mouth to speak, it was suddenly all too much. The words caught in
his throat. He had to look away for fear he'd cry. How
could he do this? To ask her to give up her talent, the only
power she might have where she went …
But if anyone ever knew …
Joren managed to recompose his
face. He held her little hand tight.
“Promise to keep your magic
secret, Aeoly. Promise never to link again.”
Her voice was confused.
“But I like linking.”
Her words tweaked Joren's
heart, so hard he winced. If King Sinther ever discovered her
magic, ever discovered that Aeolia, by linking, could hurt him past his
impenetrable skin …
Sinther, his heart stony like
his skin, would do anything to kill the one who could defeat him.
Joren shut his eyes.
Tears swam behind his lids. His voice shook. “I know,
Aeoly, I know, Dewdrop, I know … But some people don't, Aeoly, some
people would hurt you if they knew. You must keep it secret.
Never link to anyone again. Never ever. Promise me,
Aeoly.”
She opened her mouth, but
before words could leave her throat, a tinkling sound came from
downstairs. Coins bouncing against a table. Aeolia huddled
deeper into the corner, hugging her doll tight. Her fingers dug
into the frayed cloth so hard her knuckles whitened. She was
shivering again.
“I'll promise,” she whispered.
“But only if you promise something, too.”
The stairs began to creak with
a slow, heavy pace, heavier than a man's. The walls moaned and
bent, and thatch fell from the roofbeams. The lantern swung on
its chain, swirling shadows like bad dreams. Joren found himself
clutching straw in his fists.
“What is it? What do you
want me to promise?”
Aeolia flung herself forward,
out of the shadows, and wrapped her arms around him. Her grip was
so tight he could hardly breathe.
“That you'll save me, Joren!”
she sobbed. “Promise you'll save me from the monster.”
From the stairway came ragged
wheezing, loud as bellows and coarse as sand. A stench like sweat
and rot and bad breath filtered into the loft, so sickening it churned
Joren's stomach. Aeolia's fingers dug into his back. She
panted into his shirt.
“How can I save you?” he
whispered. “I'm only a child.”
“I'll wait till you're bigger!”
The footsteps paused outside.
Joren could see, in the crack beneath the door, the shadows of huge
feet. Keys rattled in the lock, struggling against the rust.
An impossibly deep voice grumbled foreign, guttural curses.
“Aeoly, I won't come of age for
ten years.”
“I'll wait for you!
Promise me, Joren, promise you'll do it!”
Lightning flashed, bright and
blinding. Thunder shook the floor. The wind slammed open
the window, and the lantern guttered out. Darkness and storm
filled the room. The straw flurried. The thatch flew from
the roofbeams. Rain and hail buffeted Joren's face, sharp and
stinging. Wind flapped his shirt, bit his eyes, roared in his
ears. He could hardly see or hear. He tried to rise, to go
close the shutters, but Aeolia's hand held him fast. He turned
his head and glimpsed her in the flickering lightning. Her skin
was flushed, her hair billowed, her doll had been blown from her grasp.
As the storm raged around her she sat unmoving, holding his arm,
staring at him steadily even as the door creaked open.
Joren nodded, sorrow swelling
in his throat.
“I promise, Aeoly. I
promise.”
CHAPTER ONE
The
Beastlands, Ten Years Later
The well was deep and the
bucket heavy. Aeolia grimaced as she heaved. The rope
chafed her palms and her muscles ached. Her heels dug into the
soil. The smell of moss filled her nostrils, and the dripping
water laughed like pixies in her ears. When the bucket finally
reached the top, she wrapped her arms around it. It was so wide
her fingers did not meet. She pulled, tilting the wet wood, and
spilled the water into the second bucket at her feet.
When her bucket was full, she
straightened, knuckled her back and loosened her limbs. Splashing
water had dampened her skirt, and she shivered. It was a cold
morning, one for dozing by a fire or snuggling under down. For a
moment Aeolia let her mind drift and remember mugs of hot milk,
dog-eared picture books, clay tops, and a shabby rag doll. Those
comforts were far away now, and her current companions were the broom
and the duster, the shackles and the cane.
A sudden gust flurried dry
leaves round her bare feet. Her hair blew over her eyes.
She tucked the almond strands back into her kerchief and glanced at the
sky. The clouds were as dark as the bruises on her back.
It would soon rain. A skein of geese glided across the livid
canopy, and Aeolia followed them with her eyes, fingering the tattoo on
her hand. Perhaps this year I will fly away too, she thought.
It was her tenth year from home. She was sixteen.
She gazed over the surrounding
land, trying to imagine how it would feel seeing it for the last time.
Hills rolled into the distance, patched with copses of birch and
maple with leaves turning orange and gold. Boulders jutted like
teeth from valleys of bindweed and thyme. Woodsmoke plumed in the
distance, but the town that held its hearths was hidden in the folds of
the land. Aeolia sighed. The landscape had become as
familiar as her own round face. She wondered if she would ever
see a different horizon.
She turned away and lifted her
bucket with a wince. The weight tugged at her arms, and the iron
handle dug into her palms. Fetters jingling, she began hobbling
up the cobbled path. With every step the bucket tilted, and water
splashed to feed the weeds pushing from under the cobblestones.
The old oak's branches creaked in the breeze. Dry leaves landed
in Aeolia's hair or hit the ground to scuttle along like beetles.
A raven fluttered off a swaying branch and perched on a cobwebbed plow.
A lizard, startled by the bird, crossed the path and disappeared
under a bramble.
The tall, brooding cottage sat
at the end of the path like a neglected tombstone. Its unpainted
walls were decaying, and its roof lacked half its tiles. The
chimney looked ready to collapse. Beanstalks climbed the walls
and ruptured the windows, like a great, green fist clutching the house.
As the ogre aged and his sight dimmed he cared less about such
matters, and railed about the broken shutters only if his joints ached
that day. Secretly, Aeolia suspected he liked his house rotting
and old, for he himself was so.
The front steps were as tall as
Aeolia's knees. She sat down on the first, holding the bucket so
it dangled between her legs. She pushed herself up step by step--the
only way to climb in her shackles--and stood up on the porch.
Spiders fled from her feet to disappear between the floor planks.
Two crows fluttered off the old spinning wheel into the air.
With a sigh of relief, Aeolia dropped her bucket beside the front door.
After wiping her sore hands on her apron, she stood on tiptoe,
reached overhead, and grabbed the doorknob. The door creaked
open, and Aeolia dragged her bucket inside.
The living room smelled of
decay--a faint, constant odor Aeolia attributed to the rotting
wood. Objects crowded every corner: animal heads hung on
the walls, rare stones perched on the mantel, a bearskin lay on the
floor. Dried roses, a tobacco box, and a pipe sat on a cherry
table. Beside the table stood an old sofa, fleece pushing out of
tatters in its green upholstery. Everything in the room was twice
too large for Aeolia. The tabletop reached her shoulder.
The sofa towered over her head. She could have stood in the
fireplace. She always felt dwarfed and insignificant beside this
giant furniture, like a fluff of dust.
She could hear the ogre snoring
upstairs, a sound like chains dragging over stone. Creaks
accompanied the snores--the ogre's daughter pacing her room.
A shiver ran down Aeolia's spine. The attic was a strange
place. It always chilled her to think of it. She went
upstairs only to change the linens and empty the chamber pots, and
always worked quickly and rushed back down, glad to escape the soupy air
and sickly ogress.
The house had a basement, too.
Aeolia had never been in it, and the ogres never spoke of it, but
she had seen the trapdoor hidden beneath the sofa. When she had
once asked where the trapdoor led, the ogre caned her so hard he broke
her arm. She never asked again, but once, when the ogre and his
daughter slept, she had crawled under the sofa and tried the trapdoor.
It had been locked, and so Aeolia was left to guess what lay below.
Embers still glowed in the
hearth from last night. Aeolia stirred them with the poker.
An earthenware mug hung over the embers from a wire, and she filled
it from her bucket; the ogre liked hot water with his breakfast.
For a moment she stood gazing into the fire, warming her hands and
remembering their own small hearth in Stonemark where she and her
brother would play. She thought how they would never be young
again, and a lump filled her throat. But he would come this year,
she told herself. He had promised.
She left the water to boil and
dragged her shackles into the pantry. Shelves lined the small
room, bulging with sacks and jars and bundles and kegs. Strings
of garlic, ham sausages, and sheaves of oats hung from the roofbeams.
Sundry smells of spices tickled the nose: paprika, cumin,
curry, and sage. Aeolia took a plate from a cupboard and filled
it with the ogre's favorite foods: a chunk of licorice, some figs
stuffed with peanuts, a stick of rhubarb, and a clump of honeyed
seaweed. She stepped back into the living room and placed the
food and boiling water on the table.
It was not long before the
snoring upstairs died. Aeolia heard the springs in his bed creak,
a thump as his feet hit the floor, the dim trickle of him filling his
chamber pot. Soon the stairs began to moan, his cane tapped, his
breath wheezed loud and coarse. Aeolia clutched a handful of her
skirt and took a step back as the sounds grew closer. The
staircase first revealed large, bare feet and the hard, wooden butt of a
cane. Then, as the ogre continued descending, came bandy legs, a
potbelly, and finally a hunchback and a fleshy, yellow face.
Aeolia curtsied. “Good
morning, Master.”
The ogre bunched his tufted
eyebrows and brushed past her wordlessly. Even with his stoop he
stood twice her height, and his cane was wide as her arm. The
floor creaked mournfully under his weight; he had fattened with age, and
his woolen vest looked ready to pop its buttons. A stench like
congealed blood clung to him, and his beard rustled with lice. He
reached his chair, sat down with a groan, and laid his cane across his
lap.
Aeolia frowned.
Something was wrong with the ogre today. He did not run his
finger along the armrest, checking for dust as always, only twiddled his
thumbs and stared into his lap. He did not wolf down his food as
was his wont, but seemed scarcely to notice the plate. Usually
grumpy, this morning he seemed positively pensive.
“Is something wrong, Master?”
Aeolia asked.
The ogre's beady, close-set
eyes flicked up in surprise, as if he had just noticed Aeolia. He
wiped his bulbous nose with his sleeve and spoke in his deep, guttural
voice. “I am worried about my daughter.”
“Is she melancholy again?”
The ogre nodded. “Worse
than ever, yes indeed. She sleeps all day and night.”
“I can hear her pacing
upstairs, Master.”
The ogre gripped his cane, and
Aeolia winced, cursing herself for contradicting him. But the
ogre soon loosened his grasp, his ire gone so quickly only Aeolia's
pounding heart testified it had existed.
“Her eyes are open,” the ogre
said, “but they see only dreams. Her mouth speaks, but reports
only the sight of her eyes.”
“Truly, Master? I've not
noticed.”
The ogre scratched himself.
“She appears lucid, yes indeed. But listen to her talk and it
is all fantasy. She is delusional with glumness, I fear.
You must remember never to believe her words. Whatever
fiddlesticks she speaks, know it is her madness speaking.”
“I will remember, Master.”
The ogre grunted and lifted his
plate. His red nose--large and round like a human head--twitched
over the food. He thrust out his jaw and tilted the plate over
his rotting fangs, letting the food slide into his mouth. He
chewed the lot slowly, gazing into the fire as if lost in thought.
Aeolia helped push back what food dripped down his chin.
After swallowing his breakfast
he began sipping his water. Aeolia stepped into the pantry and
packed him a fresh leg of goat for his lunch. She filled his
wineskin with cider. When she returned to the living room the
ogre had drained his mug, and she helped him rise from his chair.
He limped toward the wall, where his coat and hat hung on pegs, and
Aeolia climbed her ladder and helped him dress. She opened the
door and bid him goodbye. The ogre grunted and limped outside,
where the wind flapped his coat and drowned the tapping of his hard,
hard cane.
Aeolia shut the door behind
him. He would be gone shepherding all day, she knew, and
meanwhile she had plenty to do: dust the house, tend to the
ogress, change the linens, wash the dishes, wash the laundry, sweep the
chimney, wax the floors, feed the livestock, milk the goat, collect the
eggs, weed the vegetable patch, clean the sheep pen, chop firewood,
butcher a pig, kindle a fire, cook dinner, and finally dust again.
Dusting was the most important chore, for the ogre's nose was
sensitive to dust, and one of his favorite sayings was: “The cane
flies with the sneeze.”
I wish I were like my King
Sinther, Aeolia thought, with skin made of stone, skin a cane
cannot break. Nobody could hurt the terrible Sinther, Aeolia knew.
Not one person in the world.
Well, except that one person
from the legends, Aeolia remembered. The tales whispered of
one who could reach past Sinther's stone skin, could hurt the wicked
king. But then, surely those are only legends, Aeolia thought.
Surely if such a one truly lived, Sinther would have ordered him
killed long ago.
“Enough fairytales for now!”
Aeolia scolded herself. She was always telling herself stories
when she should be working. With a sigh, she took her
feather-duster from its shelf and ran it over the animal heads, the dry
flowers, the decaying windowsills.
As usual, when she dusted
beneath the sofa she wondered what lay below the trapdoor. She
had imagined many possibilities: a chest of glinting golddrops, a
deformed son fed secretly whenever she slept, a suit of armor and a
rusty sword, the ghosts of the house's dead builders, a dusty grimoire
with golden binding, a passageway that led to an underground land of
fairies … Aeolia delighted in imagining these wonderful or horrible
secrets, and she often lay awake at night, inventing their stories.
She would also imagine her
rescue. These dreams were not pleasurable but wistful, and they
did not ease her loneliness but made it swell. And yet she
thought of Joren every day, of the promises they had exchanged so long
ago. She had kept hers, though she did not understand it, and
prayed that this year, as Joren came of age, he would keep his.
She shut her eyes as she dusted and tried to imagine how he would look
now. Would his hair still be spiky, his gray eyes still brave?
He would be handsome, she knew, and he would love her like only a
brother loves his younger sister. They would live together, away
from their callous father, and forget their past lives and simply be
happy.
Aeolia sighed. Suddenly
she felt a need to escape the cluttered living room, with its towering
furniture and ever-present stench. She laid down the duster,
lifted her wicker basket, and hobbled outside to collect the ogress's
breakfast. She stood on the porch and breathed the crisp air,
banishing her brother from her mind; his memory was so sweet it hurt,
and she was better off without it. The clouds had darkened and it
was drizzling. When Aeolia stepped off the porch her feet sank
into the mud. The raindrops matted her hair down over her face,
and the wind whipped at her skirt.
She walked toward the sheep
pen, careful to avoid the fairy rings in the grass. Behind the
pen, she followed the old picket fence, her feet pressing into the soft,
wet clover that carpeted the ground. At the end of the yard,
where the land swept down into a valley of mist, grew the enchanted
cherry tree, its bark glistening with raindrops.
Aeolia loved this tree, a
magical tree that bore fruit all year. It was her favorite place
on the farm, the only place where she felt solace. She climbed
onto a mossy rock, stood on tiptoe to reach the high branches, and began
collecting cherries. She smiled as she picked, imagining the
scent of rain, sedge, and cherries a perfume she wore, and when she shut
her eyes she could almost imagine her woolen dress a gown.
A bell, ringing in the wind,
disrupted her reverie. Aeolia turned her head and looked back at
the cottage, and in the attic window she saw a shadow stir. She
shivered, placed a last cherry in her basket, and hopped off the rock.
Basket in hand, she squelched through the moss and mud back to the
house. She wiped her feet on the doormat and stepped inside.
The bell rang loudly upstairs,
a flat sound like wood on flesh. Aeolia bit her lip, approached
the staircase but paused before climbing. She looked up into the
shadows and shivered again. The attic always frightened her.
The bell continued ringing, however, and so Aeolia swallowed, sat
down, and began climbing. With every stair the air became
sultrier, smelling of sweat and decay, so thick Aeolia felt it stroke
her skin. She reached the top stair and stood up in the shadowy
hallway. Burrows honeycombed the floor, and Aeolia heard beetles
chirping inside. The bell's ringing came from behind a tall,
peeling door. Aeolia turned the clammy knob, and the door slowly
creaked open.
The room inside was dark and
stuffy. Its hot air filled Aeolia's lungs like smoke. The
window was ajar, casting dusty sheets of light, and Aeolia could see
ants marching along the walls. The ogress lay in her bed like one
of the shadows, her face cloaked in darkness. Her long feet,
yellow toenails cracked, hung between the posts. She was so thin,
her bones showed beneath the sheets, making her look like a shrouded
skeleton.
Aeolia twisted her fingers
behind her back and said, “Good morning, Mistress.”
The ogress's frail hand passed
through a shaft of light to place her bell on a nightstand.
“I shall have my cherries now,”
came a grainy whisper from the shadows. The ogress never spoke
above a whisper.
“Of course, Mistress.”
Aeolia shuffled toward the head
of the bed. The ogress's eyes glinted in the shadows as they
watched her. Her shriveled lips parted to reveal a gaping,
toothless cavern. Aeolia took a cherry from her basket and placed
it on her mistress's white tongue. The ogress chewed slowly with
hard gums, then spat the pit into Aeolia's hand. The process
repeated itself three more times, and then the ogress turned her head
away.
“Is that all you want today?”
Aeolia asked.
The ogress nodded.
“Chewing tires me. Toss the rest out the window.”
Aeolia bit her lip and gazed at
the remaining cherries in the basket.
The ogress laughed--a hollow,
sickly sound, more a cough than a laugh. “You want to eat them
yourself, hmmm?”
Aeolia shrugged one shoulder.
“No one will eat them outside.”
“The worms and beetles will
eat.”
Aeolia lowered her head and
nodded. She shuffled to the window and opened the shutters,
thankful for the fresh air and light. For a moment she gazed
longingly at the northern horizon, thinking of her brother. Then
she tightened her lips and tossed the cherries. They hit the mud
and sank. Aeolia turned from the window, her throat tight.
Her mistress was watching her,
a wry smile on her lips. In the new light Aeolia now saw her
yellow, papery skin, the sacks beneath her sunken eyes, the white wisps
on her balding scalp.
“Was it cruel of me, girl,
hmmm?” the ogress asked.
“It was cruel,” Aeolia replied
quietly.
“Do you imagine freedom any
kinder?”
The question surprised Aeolia.
One never talked of such matters. It was as taboo as
mentioning the basement. She stood silently, lost for words.
“Don't be embarrassed,” the
ogress said. “My papa's cane beats only sheep now. He
cannot hear you.”
“If I were free I would have
eaten the cherries.”
“But cherries are not enough,
are they? A woman needs more than cherries, does she not?”
The ogress propped herself up on her elbows. Her eyes flared and
blood rushed into her cheeks. “What about love, hmmm? You
forgot about love, didn't you?”
Aeolia took a step back.
She remembered the ogre's words about his daughter's madness, but
decided it safest to play along.
“I have no love here,” she
said.
The ogress cackled. “Be
glad! Love is cruel and whimsical. It calls you beautiful
but laughs behind your back, taunts and leaves you with nothing but a
ring and broken heart. Look at you! Look what your
family did to you. They sold you for three golddrops!”
The ogress was mad, there was
no doubt of that. Her words still hurt, however, and Aeolia could
not let them stand.
“My father sold me,” she said,
not without anger. “My brother loves me still.”
The ogress leaned forward,
reached out, and grabbed Aeolia's shoulders. Aeolia squirmed but
the ogress held her tight. Her bony fingers dug like claws.
Her yellow face--long as a horse's--was thrust so
close Aeolia could smell her breath, stench of morning mingled with the
scent of cherries. She wanted to turn her head away, but
something in her mistress's eyes held her, and she stared back.
“Are you certain?” the ogress
whispered. “Are you certain he, too, would not betray you?”
Aeolia thought of her home, of
her father who was so churlish, she often thought she must be a
changeling. But her brother had always comforted her.
Joren had always made her laugh, even when her father made her cry.
Aeolia nodded. “I am
certain. Joren loves me. He would never betray me.”
The ogress's eyes glinted a
moment longer, and then they dimmed. Her grip relaxed and she
fell back into her bed. She looked tired and spent, and her
breath was shallow. She looked defeated. With a long sigh
she pulled the covers to her neck, shut her eyes, and mumbled sleepy
words.
“There is a Stoneson in town
looking for you.”
Aeolia's heart stopped in her
breast. Her hands fell limp to her sides. Slow as sunrise,
she uttered, “What did you say?”
The ogress began to snore.
Heedlessly, Aeolia grabbed her shoulders and shook.
“Mistress, please, don't sleep now!”
The ogress's head slumped
sideways. She would not wake. The madness, Aeolia thought,
it was only the madness speaking! And yet … he had promised, it
might be true, he might be here, in town, but a day away, looking for
her …
“Is my brother here?” she
asked, shaking the ogress and shaking herself. “Have you talked
to him? Oh, please wake up!”
She would not, and Aeolia wrung
her hands, trembling. Is my mistress only taunting me? she
wondered. Is she simply speaking dreams? This was the year of
Joren's promise; surely the ogress couldn't know that. Perhaps
she wasn't delusional. Perhaps the ogre had claimed so simply to
discredit words he knew she'd speak. Joy bubbled in Aeolia's
belly as she convinced herself that Joren was truly near.
A smile trembling on her lips,
she shuffled out the room and downstairs.
She spent the day waiting.
For the next few hours, she
worked at her chores in a daze. She kept thinking of Joren,
imagining how she would hug him, planning their future. Today might
be my last day here, she kept thinking. I might never see the
ogres again.
By noon she began worrying.
As she stood outside, brushing cinder out of her hair, she kept
glancing at the hills, waiting for Joren to appear. He never did.
Aeolia's excitement slowly curdled. She told herself she must
be patient, that Joren was slow because he was thorough, that he would
arrive in time. She gazed at the tattoo on her hand and told
herself that soon it would be meaningless, that soon she'd be able to
forget its words. Joren would not betray her like the ogress had
said. He had promised and he would come.
But where was he?
Afternoon's shadows began
unfurling, and still Joren did not appear. The butchered pig sat
in a pot of paprika, bubbling in the hearth, filling the living room
with the smell of spices and bones and blood. Aeolia nibbled her
lip as she stirred the broth, and her fingers tapped against the ladle.
Her worry gnawed on her like a dog on a bone. A thought
sneaked into her mind that Joren might miss the lonesome farm, that he
would never find her. The thought was too horrible to bear.
She twisted her toes and continued waiting.
With twilight's frogs trilling
outside, Aeolia decided she could wait no longer. Though she
trembled at the thought, she knew what she must do. She would do
the impossible, what she had never dared. She would leave the
cottage. She would go to town. If Joren would not come,
she would seek him herself.
But how could she? The
ogre shepherded outside, blocking her way, and his dogs were trained to
scent strangers in the hills. Even if Aeolia did slip past him,
he would discover her escape when he returned, and Aeolia could not
expect to outrun his dogs, not while hobbled. If she went to
town, she knew, it had to be with the ogre's permission.
She forced herself to wait till
he returned. It was not long. The sun had hardly touched
the horizon when she heard the tapping of his cane outside, the baaing
of sheep as he goaded them into their pen. Aeolia quickly filled
his bowl--big as a watermelon half--with the goulash and
set it on the table. She lit the candles in their iron sconces.
Knowing her face must be spelling guilt, she covered it with her
hair. She heard the cane tap up the stairs and onto the porch,
and she opened the door.
“Good evening, Master.”
The ogre grunted and
limped inside, bringing the smells of sheep and grass and sweat.
Aeolia climbed her ladder and helped him remove his coat and hat.
The ogre limped toward his sofa and sat down heavily, sniffing his food
and salivating into his beard. He licked his chops and brought
the bowl to his lips. As he chewed, bones crunched and juice
trickled down his chin. Aeolia watched him eat, twisting her
fingers behind her back, till he lowered the empty bowl with a satisfied
belch.
“Now,” he said, as she knew he
would, “fetch me my jug of wine to wash this fine food down, yes
indeed.”
Aeolia nodded and stepped into
the pantry. A hanging lantern lit the cluttered room. With
every gale outside, the shutters rattled, the lantern swung, and shadows
danced like demons. From one shelf Aeolia fetched the clay jug
that held the ogre's weekly supply of crabapple wine. It was
half-full and heavy. Aeolia carried it with both arms back into
the living room.
“Ah, excellent!” The
ogre rubbed his hands together. “Bring it here.”
“Yes, Master.”
Aeolia took a step forward, her
knees shaking. She took another step, swallowed hard. With
the third step, heart in mouth, she feigned to stumble. She
tossed the jug as she pitched forward.
A shattering sound beat her
eardrums. Droplets of wine bespattered her. The ogre rose
from his chair with a howl.
“Look what you've done!”
Aeolia scurried to her feet as
the ogre swung his cane. It missed her head by an inch.
“I'm sorry, Master! I'm
sorry, I tripped.”
The ogre began chasing her
around the table. He limped and she hobbled in her shackles, and
both sloshed through the wine.
“I'll get more!” she said.
“I'll get more wine!”
The ogre swung his cane.
Aeolia ducked and it whistled over her head.
“The peddler comes once a
week,” he thundered. “How will you get wine before that?”
The cane came down and Aeolia
jumped aside. The vase of dry roses shattered.
“I'll go to town, Master!
I'll get wine there.”
The ogre paused. Slowly
he lowered his cane. Aeolia stood panting and watching him
expectantly. The ogre rubbed his jaw and stared back through
narrowed lids.
“You want to go to town … ” he
said.
“Unlock my shackles and I'll go
now. I'll be back by noon tomorrow with your wine, and work into
the night to finish my chores.”
“How do I know you'll return?”
“My tattoo, Master.
Anyone who sees it will return me.”
The ogre stared at her a
moment, but then snorted. “Bah! I cannot trust you
carrying wine so far. You are too clumsy. No, you will
stay here and spend the night licking the wine from the floor.”
Aeolia lowered her head and
fought down despair. So he would not let her go. She could
still try sneaking away.
The ogre, however, had not
finished speaking.
“You are so clumsy,” he
continued, tapping his chin, “you might fall into the fireplace or well,
yes indeed. Safest if after you've cleaned the wine, I chain you
to the cherry tree, at least for the next few days.”
Aeolia's mouth fell open.
For a moment she could not breathe and stood gaping, shaking her
head. Then she spun around and fled into the pantry, where she
fell to the floor, scraping her knees. The rows of shelves,
hanging bent under their burdens, seemed to close in on her, ready to
overflow and drown her. She could hear the ogre's wheezing in the
other room, and she had to cover her ears, so jarring the sound suddenly
seemed. He knew, she realized, he knew, he knew, he had seen
Joren and he was hiding her. Why hadn't she just run? Now
she couldn't even sneak away.
“Girl!” came a grunt from the
living room. “Cease this foolishness and come back here. I
want my foot rub.”
Aeolia wanted nothing more than
to stay in the pantry, hidden in the swirling shadows, but fear of the
ogre's cane had long been pounded into her, and she could not fight it.
She rose to her feet and shuffled toward the door, barely able to
drag her irons, barely able to stand upright at all.
“I must be strong as stone,
like Joren said,” she mumbled, but the sweet thought of her brother made
her eyes moisten, and her mouth curved bitterly in preparation for
weeping. No! she scolded herself. The ogre mustn't see me cry.
She shut her mouth determinedly, knuckled her tears away, and
banished Joren from her thoughts.
In the living room the candles
had burned to stubs, and wax hung over their holders. The fire
still crackled, and leftover goulash bubbled in the pot. From
outside came the sounds of whistling wind and rapping rain. The
ogre sat with a checkered blanket pulled over his knees, puffing on his
pipe and filling the room with green, fragrant smoke. His bare
feet rested on the table, warming in the fire.
He clucked his tongue, and
Aeolia nodded briskly, climbed onto the tabletop and sat beside his
feet. Each foot was long as her leg, with toes as big as her
feet. Sweat glued dirt, grass, and crushed insects to the soles.
Aeolia reluctantly laid her hands on a rough, clammy foot.
Breathing through her mouth, she began to rub. The ogre shut his
eyes, let out a long moan, and leaned back in his seat.
While Aeolia's fingers worked,
so did her mind. If she'd soon be chained outside, she could
still wait for Joren to arrive. But what if Joren never found the
farm? There was too much at stake to leave for chance and hope.
Surely there was something else she could do, Aeolia told herself,
but she could think of nothing. She stubbornly quelled a cloud of
despair. I can't give in to despair now, she told herself. I
must think rationally, rationally …
Aeolia furrowed her brow.
What if she spoke rationally to the ogre? What if she made a
deal? She tossed the idea back and forth as she kneaded.
She had been sold for money; perhaps she could be bought back.
Would the ogre be willing? Surely he would, Aeolia told herself.
Besides she had nothing more to lose by asking.
“Master … ” she began.
One beady eye cracked open.
“Yes, girl? Speak up.”
Aeolia licked her dry lips,
suddenly hesitant. I'll simply say what I have to say, she told
herself. The rest is up to him. She took a long, deep breath.
“Have you seen my brother?”
The ogre pulled away his feet
and placed them on the floor. He laid down his pipe, put his
hands on his knees, and spoke slowly. “My daughter told you,
didn't she?”
Aeolia nodded hesitantly.
“And have I not told you she is
mad?”
Aeolia stared at her toes.
“Master, my brother will pay everything he has for me.”
The sofa creaked as the ogre
leaned forward. “Have I not told you she is mad?”
Aeolia's voice was barely a
whisper. “I know my brother is here.”
“Some things are best left
unknown, yes indeed. Some things are best pounded out of memory.”
Aeolia knew that if she failed,
her every word meant another cane's blow, but still she spoke again.
“Master, my brother will pay to buy me back. He will pay you
twice what you had paid.”
The ogre regarded her for
several moments. Finally he leaned back, scratched his chin, and
said, “Six golddrops?”
Aeolia nodded. Surely
Joren had been saving for that very purpose.
“But you are not worth six
golddrops,” the ogre said.
“I am to my brother.”
The ogre pursed his lips.
“I would be able to buy two servants,” he mumbled into his beard.
Aeolia felt excitement wiggle
in her belly. “Then will you do it?” she asked. “Will you
tell him where I am?”
The ogre slowly nodded.
Aeolia gasped. “You
will? You truly will?”
The ogre bent forward, causing
the firelight to paint his face a sinister red. He narrowed his
eyes, slammed the butt of his cane against the floor, and when he spoke
his voice was hard as iron.
“I will tell the Stoneson where
you are,” he said. “I will tell him I had sold you to my cousin,
who took you a hundred leagues south, beat you to death, and buried you
at sea.”
The ogre cackled, leaned back
in his chair, and banged his feet back onto the table.
“Now rub!”
Aeolia looked away from the
feet, her eyes blurry. She had lost her chance to escape.
She had lost her chance for rescue. She could not have raised her
arms had she wanted to, so crestfallen she was. From swaddling
clothes to shroud, would her life be only sorrow?
“Rub!”
Aeolia looked down into her
lap, at the tattoo on her hand, at the overworked and dirty fingers.
She could no longer think, she felt so numb, and as she stared her
hands became small and soft, a child's hands, clutching a rag doll.
She heard her brother's laugh. She tasted warm milk on her
lips. She barely saw the giant hand swing through the air.
Pain exploded on her temple.
She slid across the table and crashed onto the floor by the hearth,
in the heat of the burning logs and bubbling broth. From the
corner of her eye she saw the ogre pointing his cane at her, shouting
words she could not hear. She saw him as she first had, a vacuous
beast, a monster with no thoughts or pity, a terror from her deepest
nightmares.
She stood up, eyes unfocused,
and gazed into the pot. Bones and blood are not food, she
thought. I'm tired of bones and blood. She heard the ogre rise
from his chair behind her, she heard him tapping toward her.
There was only one thing left to do. Her trembling fingers danced
over the pot's handles, hesitating. She had to think of Joren's
smile to make them close.
“I'm coming to you, Joren,” she
whispered.
The cane tapped, the floor
creaked, the fire crackled and the broth bubbled--a deafening air
that clouded all her thoughts. She took a shaky breath, tightened
her lips, spun around and tossed the pot at the ogre.
The pot clanged against him.
Goulash spilled with a hiss. Aeolia grabbed a stick from the
fire and held it before her as the ogre howled and sizzled. She
could not outrun him in her shackles, she knew. She had to face
him. She lashed her torch forward, but the ogre grabbed her arm
and wrenched it free. He yanked her into the air, and Aeolia
screamed and slashed her nails across his face. With a roar he
tucked her under his arm, pinning her arms to her sides. She
screamed and struggled wildly, but could not free herself.
Through wincing lids she saw
him push his sofa aside, and horror surged inside her till it spilled
from her eyes. He pulled a round of keys from his pocket,
containing the key to the barn, the key to her fetters, and the green,
old key she had never seen him use until now. He leaned down and
began unlocking the trapdoor, and Aeolia found herself shaking her head,
crying her brother's name.
The ogre swung the trapdoor
open. The stench of rot was unbearable. It overwhelmed
Aeolia, making her sick. She wanted to throw up. She
trembled violently. In the second before the ogre tossed her in,
sealing her in darkness, she saw it all, saw the secret in the basement,
saw why she could never hope to escape.
Down in the darkness, shrouded
in cobwebs, skeletons littered the floor, all in fetters like her own.
The ogre's arm opened.
The ground rushed up to meet her. Pain exploded and dust rose in
a cloud, filling her eyes and mouth. The trapdoor boomed shut
above her, rats screeched, bones rattled, and darkness, complete
darkness such as she had never known or imagined, fell over Aeolia.
She covered her head with her arms, crushed by its weight, and wept
onto the floor until she had wept all thought away.
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